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there was a brief time

when hope would abound

a new life was started

my strength was found

the future looked up

time to get it all done

put my life back together

after a plane ride and fun

a simple request online

to become a new friend

then a reply to meet

so a response I did send

a plan to meet at a park

I was taking a huge chance

but a safe bet I thought

I was reassured with a glance

not at all what I expected

but a pleasant surprise

a big heart and quite kind

spiritual and very wise

it led to many discussions

under the starry night sky

sharing family stories

and tales how we tried

a quest to find ourselves

to choose the right path

in spite of the drama

and without any wrath

things seemed to go well

then my diagnosis of terror

sure was hoping the doctors

don't make any errors

the fear of the unknown

really fragile times for sure

just for a brief moment

I felt very safe and secure

lovely scents of lavender

healing back rubs he'd do

great waterfalls and flowers

and fond memories too

but cancer life goes on

surgery treatments galore

friends may walk away

but there's more life in store

now working to start all over

as the sad time has passed

gratefully healed once again

my fate in stone is not cast

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Take time to breathe...

God sends you a sunrise every morning

flowers every spring

rain to wash away the dust

and dark of night to help you dream

He must think you're pretty special!

Blessings to you!

Touching the Soul

hearts can love or they can break

giving love away relieves the ache

shining light glows in loving eyes

touching the soul breaths and sighs

two sweet kisses in the morning light

holding onto hope for passion's delight

rainbows and rivers halos and moon glows

bright shining stars and the magic shows

when love comes in warmth and giggling

much hand holding and excited wiggling

you truly know when it's the right one

cause they touch you like the morning sun

Touching the Soul

Looking for Serenity

peace and quiet just breathe

looking for calm up in the sky

relieving all the days stresses

serenity with a simple sigh

blue sky and puffy white clouds

moving along up in the air

birds singing and taking wing

leaves rippling without a care

swimming strokes so graceful

gently gliding from side to side

the water makes small waves

while all of my turmoil hides

looking for serenity and relief

just a brief respite in this place

quietly breathing to relax

for this time and small space

Looking for Serenity

Looking for Serenity

Our Ray of Sunshine

sometimes the sadness

just prevails so deeply

nothing to do but cry

all the ration goes out

the window at this point

there is no understanding

all the why's and what if's

really don't matter to us

because our heart hurts

it seems we'll never heal

because our heart is

torn into shredded bits

sometimes His plans don't

make any real sense

but we're not in charge

His ways will lead us out

of the pain and torture

to a better day with hope

to bring a ray of sunshine

and put a smile on our

sad countenance again

our memories will keep us

remembering better time

and all the joy He gave

Our Ray of Sunshine

Thanksgiving Thanks

over the miles

we travel to see

loved ones we cherish

our own family

finding a way

at this time of year

to give our thanks

for those we hold dear

counting our blessings

on this special day

for family and friends

for whom we will pray

a royal feast we'll enjoy

with turkey and trimmings

dressing gravy and pies

our cup will be brimming

for each celebration

great memories are made

our relatives and family

with love that's displayed

with wishes to everyone

for blessings we pray

Happy Thanksgiving

is what we will say

Thanksgiving Thanks

Candle or Mirror?

are you the candle or

are you the mirror

do you inspire others

or do you reflect it

have you seen the sun

rise on the sea or

watched the sun set

on a mountain range

ever marveled at dew

on a blade of grass

or heard the silence

of a fresh snowfall

have you watched

the ebb and flow

of waves erasing the trails

left on a sandy beach

have you ever watched

a flower bud unfold or

watched a baby bird

learn how to fly

find grace every day

by giving your heart to others

enjoy the quiet peace

in living a loving life

Candle or Mirror?

His Beautiful Land

very gentle is the rain

that falls from the sky

low hung clouds above

the hills way up high

so soft is the wind

quietly blowing along

peaceful and serene

like a sweet little song

a view of muted colors

shades of blue and gray

covers like a foggy mist

when we stop to pray

echoes in the valleys

are all muted and silent

a magical mystical time

where reverence is spent

appreciating the beauty

of God's beautiful land

it's almost as if He is

reaching out his hand

breathe in the beauty

and the fresh clean air

be stewards of His land

to show that you care

His Beautiful Land

Fill Your Heart

fill up your hearts

with the magic around

embrace all the love

of the sights and sounds

when family gathers

to be thankful with love

remember our graces

and blessings from Above

forgive and forget the hurt

start out clean and fresh

bring out the kindness

let loving souls re-mesh

our bounties are blessed

at this time of great stress

focus on the good things

and leave out the mess

try to help out another

and bless someone new

for so many are hurting

not knowing what to do

keep things truly simple

this Thanksgiving week

fill your heart full of love

find the grace that you seek

Fill Your Heart

The Fun Begins...

now the fun begins

shopping and baking

cooking and cleaning

and picture taking

getting cards ready

to send out greetings

for family and friends

and arranging meetings

for parties and such

the busiest time of year

has officially begun

filled with joy and cheer

rest won't come till

the holidays are done

so get your running shoes

and get ready for fun

it's a time to reflect

on all the loved ones

blessing our lives

and especially the Son

sometimes He gets left out

in all the chaos we see

but remembering Him is

why we are free

The Fun Begins...

Decorating Parade

twas the night after Thanksgiving

ready to prepare for the holiday

the two little wide-eyed wonders

woke up staring and ready to play

their grandma brought them a gift

cause of the cold she brought gloves

excitement and squeals of delight

wearing them they were full of love

Mom had put the tree all together

ready for their true decorating skills

ornaments started flying all over

their glee just added to their thrills

patience at 2 or 3 years is not a virtue

when it comes to the decorating stage

wanting to put them up right away

forget sorting it doesn't work at this age

to add a degree of serious drama

wearing big gloves makes it very hard

to pick up ornaments and hang them

it's not quite like a Christmas card

but for sheer entertainment value

a brand new memory was now made

ornaments stuck to the wool gloves

for our Christmas decorating parade

Decorating Parade

Point of No Return

we may not understand

the process of losing life

but the body knows its role

hopefully it's without strife

waiting with your loved one

while they go their last mile

a process beyond your control

you hope for one more smile

your wish is for them to recover

and get back to living their life

but sometimes illness prevails

and you start to lose your wife

they seem to be more tired

their eating and drinking stop

breathing takes their energy

you wait for their pulse to drop

the waiting could take weeks

or happen at a rapid pace

you don't want them to leave

but you're grateful for their grace

as departed ones call to them

they reach a point of no return

where they willingly let go

to walk with Him and to learn

it's so hard for you to let go

of all your cherished memories

and your once wonderful life

that it will bring you to your knees

the process is now complete

they're no longer feeling pain

they are soaring with loved ones

where their wings they will gain

Point of No Return

Dedicated to my friends and family

who have lost loved ones.

Diana's Story

life can be very tough

as you know you're skilled

you try out for those parts

but until you're billed

the knot in your stomach

continues to turn

causing anxious stress

when will you learn

that you've got the role

or will you have to start

all over to audition

for another juicy part

you had such a great one

but it was canceled by fate

your cancer friends rallied

but it was already too late

frustration and waiting

an actor's lot in life

hoping for the best role

without so much strife

but oh the high you get

when the call comes to you

you've got the plum lead

and that WOW feeling is true

Diana's Story

Scars Are Part of Life

scars remain through seasons

they come for many reasons

some from injury or abuse

often there's no good excuse

but the pain can hide inside

as it goes way beyond pride

how we cope with the scar

tells more about where we are

how deeply the hurt goes

can affect whether it shows

part of our life is in the healing

to get over how we're feeling

are you ready to let it go

can you get past it and grow

to live life at its best

let go and get your rest

Scars Are Part of Life

Broken Angel Wing

I was given a crystal angel

that hung inside my car

to remind me of MY angel

who shines brightly as a star

she watches over my driving

and keeps me safe and sound

always smiling and beaming

riding wherever I am bound

not immune from routine trauma

her halo broke off her head

and now her wing got broken

so I was feeling fear and dread

but my body has been broken

and I continued on as I could

so my fragile angel continues

encouraging me as she should

to never give up or give in

but to hold fast and believe

that I am being protected

and there's no need to grieve

so whenever I feel afraid

I just need to look to the sky

knowing my angel is there

helps me to fight to get by

Broken Angel Wing

Dedicated to all my friends

and family who may be

struggling right now...hold on.

Finding Solace

sometimes it's not our turn

to be in control with our rules

but instead we have to play

in some other's schools

when we have done all

that we could hope to do

and we're so tired of all this

it's just time to be through

end all the trauma and drama

find a comfort level and space

make peace with yourself

and cherish your grace

spend time with only those

you love and who love you

your family friends support

to keep from being blue

if you have faith and trust

in His strong guiding hand

you will surely find solace

as the waves wash the sand

and the moon and the stars

along with the angels above

will completely surround you

and shower you with love

Finding Solace

This Kind of Day

the scent of lavender fields

and beautiful lilies swaying

a soft warm gentle breeze

comfort while I am praying

finding peace in tiny things

filling my heart with treasure

by opening up mind and eyes

God's things bring me pleasure

on days where seas are rough

I long for meadows so serene

where horses graze gleefully

and grass is lush and green

where butterflies flit happily

from flower to bright flower

doing their daily diligence

not needing to be in power

from watching flags unfurl

with the gentlest of breezes

to flowers dotting the countryside

and pollen giving us sneezes

we all need this kind of day

when life gets too stressed

close your eyes to remember

when you felt this blessed

This Kind of Day

Tiny Snowflakes

cold can chill our bones

and wind may freeze our face

love will warm our heart

as kindness gives us grace

following our life's passion

can reach deep in our soul

living a remarkable life

should be our ultimate goal

we all face ups and downs

as life is full of surprises

if we are open to change

we may just get the prizes

when sadness or real pain

overtake our daily life

hold strong to the hope

that we'll get rid of the strife

if we had no challenges

life would have little meaning

so rise above our obstacles

and get back to dreaming

just like tiny snowflakes

can make a wonderland view

miracles of hope inside

will always see us through

Tiny Snowflakes

Perfect Strawberries

I was working inside all the day

I never even went out to play

it was too extremely hot

so I hibernated in my thought

but as evening was coming

crickets would be humming

and time to see His sunset

never been disappointed yet

just pale hints of gold and pink

a feast for my eyes to drink

thank You for a moment here

recharging me it was now clear

it was time to water my plants

as I discovered way more ants

it's been a battle for awhile

enough for me to lose my smile

as soon as a berry is all red

ants devour its sweet head

but I had a delightful surprise

four ripe berries were disguised

the most perfect strawberries

round and red just like cherries

hidden under the leaves today

let me know I'd hit my pay day

so without any ants in the way

I scooped them up and ran away

washed and then ready to eat

oh what a sweet delicious treat

Perfect Strawberries

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Down On Your Knees

when life gets too much

there's no other choice

get down on your knees

and find your own voice

trust in His wise counsel

just let go and let Him

deal with your troubles

follow His lead to win

listening to the old adage

ours is not to question why

but we must learn to allow

His help from high in the sky

sometimes it's hard to cope

being pulled from all sides

which way do you choose

when indecision resides

let your knees get a workout

those hands folded in prayer

until you get your answers

stay focused and aware

it's the way and the light

that will truly guide you

be sure to follow His lead

for you to make it through

Down on Your Knees

Hope and Healing Needed

in the midst of deep sorrow

down to the depths of despair

look for a tiny bit of hope

in knowing that others care

reach your limit of tears

make up for what you lack

then search for a blessing

and bring the sunshine back

clear up the clouds and fog

by going to any length

find a true sense of healing

and draw from your strength

regain that calming peace

by breathing at a slow pace

heal your heart once more

and then you'll find your grace

Hope and Healing Needed

Serenity View

just gliding our way

past branches and trees

nature's green garden

a warm summer breeze

watching gentle ripples

of the backwoods creeks

and tall blades of grass

for peace that we seek

fern feathers will wave

as wildlife and birds

appear and then hide

without any words

secret signs of life

everywhere we see

reeds and tall trees

green and willowy

even moss thrives

along the river banks

true serene beauty

give God the thanks

small ponds and creeks

so vibrant all around

sweet singing and chirps

in nature's playground

Serenity View

The Silence You Feel

when you have cancer

there's a silence you feel

it's almost hard to breathe

because the terror is so real

no one expects to get cancer

but it happens every day

more people than we know

are stricken in every way

once you have cancer

your life is forever changed

nothing will be the same

cause it all gets rearranged

each case is so different

you're part of a new game

it's always by your side

just silent with no name

some will become warriors

fighting with all their might

they just want to survive

and eradicate this blight

there has to be some hope

to change this for sure

stop this messing around

and find us that cure

The Silence You Feel

Dedicated to those still

fighting for their lives.

Sleeping Angels

pay attention when you're

watching an angel sleep

remember the blessings

and not when you weep

the tranquility and peace

bring comfort to your soul

forgetting all your woes

it makes you feel whole

whether it's your children

or a precious grandchild

feelings touch you deep

and turn your mood to mild

take that little break

while you are still able

in spite of all the chaos

it'll help to keep you stable

the heavenly glow seen

upon that sleeping face

gives you comfort to know

this little moment of grace

the angels around us

have a purpose you see

to grace us with peace

true love and harmony

Sleeping Angels

Wisps in the Sky

another day of amazing skies

wisps of clouds swirling above

gives one a deep feeling

of newly being in love

rainbow colored with pink

and white lavender and blue

angel wing clouds covering

the sky's canvas with hues

of hope and fun and love

showing their favorite look

reading their formations

it's like a special book

when the angels appear

in such massive numbers

I know that their mission

is to help the aching slumber

whether physical trauma

or some emotional aching

the angels surround us now

to keep hearts from breaking

to comfort those in pain

giving them faith and hope

for a better tomorrow

while on that slippery slope

Wisps in the Sky

Feeling Lucky!

how many chances do you get

till your odds really run out

I wouldn't take any bets

but I've a good reason to shout

when trying to play in nature's realm

being careful is the only rule

the predators will always overwhelm

just cause they think it's cool

I know some of the dangers there

but others still tend to just hide

until it's their time to unleash and share

the venom they carry inside

Japanese beetles and ants are pests

wasps, beetles, cutworms and more

trying to out maneuver them is the test

but black widows you don't ignore

I noticed a large web the other day

a fence section of web strings growing

as I watered the plants the water's spray

confirmed what I was knowing

I finished watering all the garden plants

I came back out to spray for pests

more worried about spiders than ants

I wanted to deter uninvited guests

since it's daylight I didn't expect

or plan to see any of the night critters

I saw the faucet when I looked to inspect

and what I saw gave me the jitters

right where I had turned on the hose

guess who was hiding there

a black widow spider--so who knows

I could've gotten more than a scare

Feeling lucky!

August Skies

summer is now waning

the moon is high in the sky

with such ethereal taming

we just breathe a sigh

visions of serene bliss

right outside for the taking

be aware so you won't miss

this time of your awaking

treasure the signs sent

pastoral portraits in clouds

sun streaked forms will vent

showing emotions out loud

smile at a sorrowful heart

eliminate all their strife

bring joy to the tiniest part

give them hope and a life

make each day of living

a time of wonder and faith

with love and forgiving

share your special grace

August Skies

Scent of Lavender...

Morning Silence

being quiet and listening

to the sounds of silence

enjoying birds singing

and hearing the breeze

with such a gentle caress

wafting through the trees

and feeling the sunshine

beaming and warming me

a Heavenly peace abounds

without conflict or chaos

or the din of everyday doings

giving a time for reflection

to contemplate the blessings

given and received in life

to understand all the trials

that we all have to endure

prayers said for so many in

crisis and with health issues

my heartfelt prayers for hope

to heal and to set worries free

let God's day of rest begin

filling the heart with joyful life

and a calming peace to secure

an amazing day of adventure

Morning Silence

Still His Student...

in spite of my age and wisdom

I still am learning every day

the lessons He deems for me

whether at work or at play

more important to understand

is it a blessing or is it a curse

during my trials and tribulations

my concern is it may get worse

feeling overwhelmed of late

yet I know He has a great plan

if I can stop to consider it all

the silver lining may be grand

after long hours of steady driving

having to face a grand prix race

with heavy traffic and idiots

made me lose some of my grace

that silver lining later appeared

when I had become road weary

as this test woke me up enough

to get through and not be bleary

for I needed my wits to be sharp

after an accident made cars just halt

replaying my 4-hour delay in January

I refused to just wait by default

so I got off and went to go get gas

for fear of running out in the delay

a smart move it turned out to be

as the this new road cleared the way

on reflection I can see it all

that I needed to find a way

to see the silver lining of this

while I still continued to pray

my next trial came with torrential rains

which were a blessing in disguise

as it cleared my bug-smeared glass

oh these lessons are making me wise

I continued to thank Him for guidance

to make it through this whole ordeal

to finally reach my dad's house in tact

when in truth I could barely feel

lessons learned once again I know

so grateful for His wise blessing

and to understand a little of His plan

to have faith without all the guessing

Still His Student...

My Beautiful Mom

Mother's Day 2013

you gave life to me

so many years ago

with red ribbons and gifts

amid the winter snow

you nurtured and loved me

and suffered with my pain

when times were tough

you encouraged me again

life didn't always run smoothly

but our path was formed by One

showing us the joys and sorrows

now before our time is done

from grandchildren to great grands

your love has spread to us all

embracing each one with love

enjoy the memories you recall

as time keeps marching on

and the golden years are here

it's time to remember the highs

as they outweigh lows it's clear

so I'll wish you a joyful day

along with the rising sun

when Mother's Day appears

and give thanks for all you've done

Mother's Day 2013

Celebrating Mother's Day!

Two Years Now...

it is two whole years now

that time just flew by

why does it hurt so much

I still just want to cry

she was my sweet mom

a lady with a great heart

loving all her big family

she gave us our start

it happened way too fast

a tumble then great pain

there was lots more to it

as her tears fell like rain

she tried to be so brave

doing what the docs said

but she just couldn't heal

and went downhill instead

grateful for the time I had

spending as much as I could

laughing and telling stories

her spirits remained good

when docs said it was cancer

there's nothing they could do

our time became precious

cause soon it'd be through

shrugs and a wiggling toe

breathing slowly day by day

we watched as she faded

till she silently slipped away

her memory will live on

with joy kindness and style

her laugh and her sparkle

help us remember her smile

We all love and miss you, Mom.

Two Years Now...

Moving Beyond The Pain

after losing a spouse to cancer

and walking that painful walk

there isn't time to even breathe

when everyone wants to talk

your whole world is now toppled

nothing will ever be the same

how do you begin to start over

where do you place the blame

sadness anger and depression are

stages that we all go through

hoping to get past all the trauma

we get tired of being so blue

when children are in the family

our life takes on a whole new role

of being mother and father to the kids

while the pain touches our soul

that's not how it's supposed to be

our spouse was to stay till the end

how did it all go so wrong we ask

when we lost our very best friend

the day will come when a new dawn

will help jump start your future life

moving on to find new joys and highs

maybe even taking a husband or wife

life is too precious to waste a day

so move forward and learn to smile

hope you find love and happiness again

till your turn to walk that last mile

Moving Beyond The Pain

Dedicated to the spouses--who are

walking this journey alone.

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WORDS TO LIVE BY:

Live in the way that only you can live. Be your authentic self. Don't wish for things to happen...make them happen. Find your passion and follow it through. At the end of the day, be grateful to just be and for what you were able to accomplish. Take time to recharge and find solace and healing. Be grateful. Be thankful for those in your life who support you and love you unconditionally. Look up...and follow the messages in the sky. Be at peace. Appreciate your blessings. Enjoy your day!

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Facing Your Crisis

when you are facing a big crisis

it's important that you realize

this may be out of your control

just don't wait for some surprise

do what you can to be proactive

find out what's happening now

do whatever it takes to get well

pray to get through it somehow

but just like a tiny little rosebud

you can't unfold it ahead of time

be patient and really trust in Him

to understand the reason or rhyme

think back over trials in your life

remember how you made it through

give thanks when and where it's due

the words I'm speaking are all true

sure you've battled and won before

did you do that all by yourself

or did you have some help from above

to restore you to your perfect self

we all have a tendency to panic

and worry about every little thing

but does it really get us anywhere

it's His love where we've got to cling

Facing Your Crisis

God sends us messages daily...

God Asks Us To Listen

God asks us to listen...to pay attention...to be good stewards of our life, health, family, animals and surroundings. We may not understand the "Why" of His actions, but we are to just have faith that He has a good reason. When we do, the rewards are amazing. Just look at the photos I'm posting.

I ran an errand for my sons today. I was happy to see the sun and turning leaves after several days of rain. On the way to finishing the task, I stopped for 5 minutes to see a recently discovered little park. I was rewarded with beautiful scenery, an old mill and a lovely waterfall! I said, "Thank you." Smiling, I continued on to my son's to finish the errand. My bonus was that I did get to see my son before I left (that's always a blessing).

It was getting late, so I knew I'd have to deal with traffic--even if it was on the back country roads I was on. I decided to be patient--no reason to get stressed. Traffic was slow going through the tiny town. When it really slowed, I hesitated to move up--mostly because I'd end up on the railroad tracks if the cars didn't move. I saw an 18-wheeler going the other way stop just before the tracks. I wondered why he didn't proceed. Next thing I saw was the red lights of the railroad gates start to blink. Oh, my! I put my car in reverse, because the gate started coming down and I wasn't sure it would clear my car. Whew! Just in time, because a huge train engine came flying by with dozens of cars! After about 15 minutes, we got to move. I noticed the sun peeking behind the clouds--just beautiful! Kind of like God winking at me!

Shortly after I got started again down the country road, we slowed again. There had been a bad accident with one car totally smashed in the front and the back. We could barely get by to move around it, cause it's a narrow 2-lane road. (I was truly grateful for not going the other direction--they were going to be stopped for a long time!) It proves once again that God had watched over me by slowing me down with the train, so I wasn't involved in the accident. "Thank you, God." I continued on and kept watching the beautiful sun and clouds. When I finally got home, I was rewarded with the blazing sky in gold, yellow, orange and pink! I am feeling so blessed. Have a wonderful night...and remember He IS watching out for you!

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HOW AND WHY?

I have accepted this, but on such a beautiful

day with bright sunshine, a gentle warm breeze

and love and flowers blooming all around, it's

hard to believe Lauren is not here to enjoy it.

How and Why?

how did this happen

why did it happen

I will never understand

for this one amazing

happy force to reckon with...

her passion was life

she made an immense

difference in many lives

sharing her love and herself

she was a one-woman

international support team

a friend to Sisters and all

she was thrilled by

the little things in nature

in awe of the moon's spirit

she studied and searched

once she was diagnosed

instead of giving up

she outlived expectations

and baffled doctors at her

knowledge and tenacity

it still doesn't make sense

why in such a short time

the disease could win

how could such a positive

loving amazing life force

be cut down in her prime

she fought this fierce battle

valiantly to the very end

with dignity and true grit

leaving so many broken

hearts torn into pieces

and missing her smile

she will forever be

remembered by those

who were specially touched

as she flies with the angels

and leaves signs for us

reminding us of her love

Happy Mother's Day, Lauren!

How and Why?

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ever have one of those days

where plans don't work out

going through the motions

but you're still filled with doubt

I just wasn't quite there but I

thought I was feeling fine

with my long list of things to do

there was no time to whine

it was time to renew my passport

before the expiration date

so I filled out the form as I wanted

to get it mailed and not wait

I made copies of the visas

before sending in my passport

then paid for the copies

and went to the car...but I was short

where was the passport...

I left it in the copier machine

duh what a dork...not a good thing

to leave I almost was green

so I went and retrieved it and

then was headed to get it mailed

the Post Office went well...so

I was pleased that it was nailed

next on the list was getting

some gas with my Walmart card

but I only had enough for 1 gallon...

why was today so hard

went to go get Dad's donuts and

other things that I needed

I paid and put bags in my cart

but a weird feeling I hadn't heeded

got to the car and unloaded

only to realize the feeling was right

I was missing the milk so I went

back for the two bags I was light

feeling like such a dork...I headed

home and was not happy to say

someone had parked a truck

partially blocking my driveway

determined to find out who it was

I knocked at my neighbor's door

to ask if they knew who it was

but there was more torture in store

after an hour of standing and

listening to her unload I was so beat

guess I learned my lesson and

should have stayed out of the heat

anyway with my sore feet aching

I was relieved to finally be home

unloaded the car and fixed lunch...

but no more today would I roam

Not Quite There

God is truly in charge...

and it will be all right...

Reflections of 2015...

Dream of a Lifetime... Since high school, I have dreamed of visiting these islands. Tahiti, Bora Bora and Moorea

Take time to enjoy the wonders and miracles of nature...may they bring comfort, teach you lessons and give you a better view of life every day...

Possibilities can bring joy to

our lives...

Ocean Blessings...

Some days, you just need to stop, take a breath, watch the waves roll in, feel the healing warmth of the sun, and get lost in the magic of the sky.

Magic of His Miracles

To the depths of my soul...I will trust God. He watches over me...and He

heals me.

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Aware of the Angels

with the time nearing for Mom

to ascend to Heaven very soon

I am more aware of the Angels

gathering daily before the moon

I found dozens at the beach

just before the sun was to set

last evening and shared the treat

with a sweet lady that I met

we watched the Angels circle

and swirl gathering Mom in

preparing for her big journey

that forgives all of her sins

and again today when I saw

more Angels gathering here

reaching towards each other

it made me want to cheer

I believe Heaven is a rare place

so special and so truly unique

where love and joy is everywhere

not a place for the timid or weak

I know Mom is totally ready to

take her destined family place

to again be with her loving family

and to share her loving grace

Aware of the Angels

Dreams Can Come True...

once upon a time long ago

when you were just a girl

I dressed you up so pretty

and your skirts you'd twirl

then when you were older

your dolls were dressed

in pretty dresses of lace

wearing their Sunday best

it was practice for the future

when you dressed up to wear

formals for prom and dances

and special times we'd share

your wedding was a dream

I had when you were small

such a beauty you were

when you'd grown so tall

now your turn is coming

as you dress your little one

in a fancy Easter dress

and getting her hair done

before too long your dream

will come true for her

helping her dress as a bride

beautiful sweet and pure

Dreams Can Come True...

From a Mom to Her Daughter

and Granddaughter With Love...

Faith Will Guide Us

this day we all wait

while in a veil of tears

as tragedy unfolds

it tugs at our fears

how could this happen

we ask once again

it keeps us unbalanced

not knowing the end

a nation watches

and waits just to see

how it will all end

with hope for victory

yet others need faith

for the trials they face

praying for His help

to shine down His grace

when hearts are heavy

on those days faith is all

we have to hold on to

till we get our own call

to see us to our glory

we know what to do

only our strong faith

will help us get through

Faith Will Guide Us

Ephesus

A Magical Place from Biblical Times

Ephesus

Sweet Symphony of Summer

as the moon slowly rises

the night owls start to roost

the stars twinkle up above

as they give our hearts a boost

locusts crickets and frogs

so full of rhythm and rhyme

a true symphony of sounds

emanating at night time

listen to the chirps and croaks

the sweet music of summer

wafting through the humid air

all the birds and tiny hummers

these sounds are very soothing

and touch our very soul

a joy to hear when day is done

and nature takes control

waiting for the lightning bugs

all fluttering and blinking

a childhood night time joy

they look as if they're winking

this symphony of sound

gives a sense of real peace

knowing nature in in charge

and hoping it won't cease

Sweet Symphony of Summer

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Release the Pain

some days the pain is very real

touching every nerve you feel

bringing all the anguish out

of your loss and nagging doubt

stop right there and deeply breathe

time's too short to hurt and seethe

let your heart be open to view

messages sent to help you

through your loving angel always near

gives you signs that are so clear

in your heart you know it's true

feel the love surrounding you

listen to sweet songs in the breeze

little signs that're meant to please

look to the sky for angel wings

sending love notes as they sing

be open to your angel's touch

like a tickle a breeze and such

a feather or a budding flower

even just a brief rain shower

try not to let the sadness mount

but instead make each day count

know they're well and happy there

release the pain they know you care

Release the Pain

In honor of loved ones we have lost...

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A LITTLE CHRISTMAS MAGIC

A Little Christmas Magic

the spirit of Christmas

brings warmth to the heart

and big smiles to our faces

no matter when it starts

with bright twinkling lights

and glittered trees all aglow

a slight chill is in the air

while we wait for the snow

that warm feeling inside

that grows bigger each day

when friends share in His joy

as His love's here to stay

the anticipation abounds

excitement is in the air

more laughing and playing

lightens our spirit as we share

that's what it's all about

like some adventurous trip

as the holidays come near

it's the magic of friendship

as love flows from our hearts

keeping our wishes so clear

to those nearest and dearest

it's His birth that we cheer

reaching out to those with less

will help to brighten their days

showing someone still cares

guides mankind in His way

we all need a little magic

when life gets in the way

so remember how wonderful

was the first Christmas Day

A Little Christmas Magic

CHRISTMAS COMES BUT ONCE A YEAR

Christmas Comes But Once A Year

Christmas comes but once a year

full of true hope promises and cheer

trees and gifts of glitter and gold

joyful spirits will never get old

visions of sugar plum fairies appear

past memories might bring a tear

plans to travel to see our loves

the Angels fly and so do the doves

fill your heart with love and joy

blessings for all good girls and boys

hang the stockings and trim the tree

bake cookies and pies just for me

like Christmases past that we all know

keep your peace to savor the glow

share your love with friends new or old

snuggle up close to keep out the cold

Christmas miracles happen each day

be grateful and take some time to pray

help as many as your heart can give

be the reason that others will live

Christmas Comes But Once A Year

Angel's Glory

her trials were finally through

all of her pain had gone away

now it was time to celebrate

as she reached her Glory today

such excitement in the skies

the newest angel was coming

with anticipation and great joy

the angels were all humming

all the angels gathered round

to welcome her with open arms

for she was truly celebrated

because of her sweet charms

though many tears will be shed

she's reached the highest Glory

so instead of sadness and gloom

we celebrate her story

Angel's Glory

Two Years Now...

it is two whole years now

that time just flew by

why does it hurt so much

I still just want to cry

she was my sweet mom

a lady with a great heart

loving all her big family

she gave us our start

it happened way too fast

a tumble then great pain

there was lots more to it

as her tears fell like rain

she tried to be so brave

doing what the docs said

but she just couldn't heal

and went downhill instead

grateful for the time I had

spending as much as I could

laughing and telling stories

her spirits remained good

when docs said it was cancer

there's nothing they could do

our time became precious

cause soon it'd be through

shrugs and a wiggling toe

breathing slowly day by day

we watched as she faded

till she silently slipped away

her memory will live on

with joy kindness and style

her laugh and her sparkle

help us remember her smile

We all love and miss you, Mom.

Two Years Now...

MY 5 MINUTES OF HEAVEN

My 5 Minutes of Heaven

no matter how the day went

I have real hope in my heart

my faith in the Heavens

has become a huge part

of my ever growing spirit

and understanding of it all

grows every single day

when I get His nightly call

I'm fascinated with clouds

a part of His Heavenly show

whether stormy or puffy

I love when the clouds glow

I like seeing sunrise at dawn

where colors slowly grow

as the sun gently awakens

and rises from down low

but my 5 minutes of Heaven

occurs as the sun starts to set

surprising my heart and eyes

never knowing what I'll get

even if it's been gloomy

He always seems to amaze

truly bright colors appear

exciting streams as I gaze

only around a short time

I need to go out and see

what treat He has in store

to amaze lucky old me

My 5 Minutes of Heaven

NEVER EASY TO DO

Never Easy To Do

in just less than a year

I have been through

many life-changing events

not what I chose to do

Mom fell then got cancer

she tried hard to hold on

but cancer was too tough

I blinked and she was gone

Dad once strong and sharp

now was frail and in pain

he needed constant help

so I'm doing this again

running two households

and managing finances

all from long distance

having to take chances

but it's been never ending

he's recovered three times

and is now going downhill

he's no longer in his prime

I need to go back home

so much I've yet to do

making the big decisions

when I haven't a clue

I took Dad to a respite

for his safety and care

not happy with my choice

he told me to beware

he can take care of himself

and he's going to go home

so I don't need to be here

he will just stay alone

I wish that could be true

but there's no way he can

he's a danger to himself

wish he'd get with the plan

I'm so worn and spent

carrying this burden alone

it has taken a huge toll

all my wrinkles have grown

it pulls at your heart string

others have been here too

trying to choose what's best

it's never easy to do

Never Easy To Do

HIS MESSAGES...

He does this every day to bring us His messages.

Then He gives us a test to see if we noticed and if

we shared His miracle with others.

Very blessed to see His miracles.

ALWAYS CELEBRATE LIFE...

Always Celebrate Life...

always celebrate life

in every waking hour

the choice is all yours

as you hold the power

just like every breath

and each smiling grin

that enhances your life

while waiting to win

value the life you live

the people who love you

the small things in life

even days you are blue

you design your best life

by choosing your path

the one you think is best

forgetting all the wrath

leave no room for anger

as it festers inside one

it takes away from love

and keeps away the sun

open your eyes wide

see the beauty He gives

in clouds and the skies

for the truth that He lives

Always Celebrate Life...

NATURE ON A SUMMER DAY

Nature On A Summer Day

a tiny dragonfly

3 bright red cardinals

an orange ant crawling

a Sow bug hanging on

blue spacious skies

white puffs and wisps of clouds

clear azure water

crystal clear and refreshing

bright bursts of flowers

green tufts of grass

birds singing sweetly

all the crickets chirping

big magnificent trees

swaying in the breeze

life is good

Nature On A Summer Day

MESSAGES HE SENDS

Messages He Sends

how tragic would it be

if I would never get to see

the messages He paints

and leaves in the sky for me

I feel so very blessed to be

a witness each time I look

up in the sky or in the water

I think I should write a book

really I don't spend all day

looking up at the big blue sky

but I do look when I'm ready

to go out and I will try

to be more aware of Him

and messages he sends

cause I know He's in charge

and I will share with friends

so very many are hurting

with no solutions to be found

and in His very simple way

He tends to be quite profound

I am grateful for such a gift

and that I can share it too

my trust is fully with Him as

there's only so much I can do

Messages He Sends

Take me away...

Just like the sky, the beauty of the oceans and seas recharge me. I love life and all the beauty surrounding me.

The sky is my refuge. He sends healing messages every day...we just don't always see them. Get to know the skies...watch for His tiny messages...a blip of a rainbow...just a tiny ray of sun in a heavily clouded sky. Our angels are among us and give us strength to go on. Praying for peace for all...

His power guards us and His love guides us every day...

WALK ON A SUNNY DAY

Walk on a Sunny Day

summer is truly here

I took a walk this morning

and was rewarded for it with

three bright red cardinals

who flew up into the trees

in verdant big beautiful trees

with such blue blue skies and

white puffs and wisps of clouds

flowers blooming everywhere

golden day lilies popping up

swaying gently in the breeze

an extravaganza of colors

when I went for an outdoor swim

nature continued with its parade

of a tiny dragonfly on the edge

of the pool's pure azure water

crystal clear and so refreshing

as an orange ant wandered nearby

a sow bug hung on for dear life

as the water level came like waves

this was a perfect sunny day

the choice to walk was a good one

even though mounting the big hill

nearly did me in I was grateful

Walk on a Sunny Day

The moon...

And a feather cloud...

Let the magic begin...

SPIRIT OF LOVE

Spirit of Love

the beauty you radiate

from deep inside your heart

touches so many dear friends

making you a great part

of the soft spirit of love

when you flash that smile

hope and light surround you

to keep going that extra mile

holding on and fighting through

and giving joy to others

with dignity and courage

you battle what you must face

such an inspiration to us all

with gentle beauty and grace

and holding onto your faith

with good wishes and prayers

I'm sending my love to you

for good health and true healing

and friendship that remains true

for all the days of your life

Spirit of Love

Watching His flock and bringing HOPE on a winter day...

Teach your children well and be a good example for them. Remember, the next generation is watching and waiting in the wings.

Beauty is only overshadowed by grace...

No matter how dark the day...He is the source of hope, faith, love...

LOVE NEVER ENDS...

Love Never Ends...

it's a fact--life is forever changing

it will never really be the same

she now transcends to a new life

you pick up pieces and cry in the rain

rain masks the tears that will fall

when your heart begins to hurt

though you are trying to transform

the agony still shows up in spurts

one clear moment in the near future

you will realize the gift she gave

as if a strong suit of steel armor

wrapped around to keep you brave

to fight all the tasks and challenges

that will face you as you go along

to protect you and defend forever

her special love to keep him strong

weep silently for what will be lost

but rejoice in knowing she'll be whole

and the pain that she has suffered

can no longer touch or hurt her soul

she is your sweet guardian angel

as love transcends time and space

just know she'll be watching over you

with her own kind and loving grace

Love Never Ends...

PEACEFUL GRACE...

Peaceful Grace...

everyone tries their hardest

to hold on to that last hope

when a dear one's near the end

we all really just try to cope

wanting them here may be selfish

but they are a part of our life

though wishing them out of pain

is right for a husband or wife

no one really knows His big plan

so we all have to watch this unfold

but we do know God is merciful

and we believe what we've been told

truly the act of letting them go

is the hardest one we all must face

a spouse a friend a dear loved one

should be allowed their peaceful grace

the last hours should be calm ones

reliving all the happy memories

though they may seem to be asleep

they hear that we are now at ease

that lets them know it's all right

and they are just following His plan

by letting the angels encircle them

and walking to God's waiting hand

our hearts may be broken in two

but we need to celebrate their life

all the joys and wonderful times

the triumphs of a beautiful wife

Peaceful Grace...

AWAITING THE ANGELS

Awaiting the Angels

I believe Heaven is a rare place

very special and so truly unique

where love and joy is everywhere

not a place for the timid or weak

when loved ones are very sick

and time has passed for healing

as sad as it may be for all of us

to God we need to be appealing

to reach out His hand for them

so they can be healed and well

and back to their youthful self

under His kind and loving spell

to let the angels surround them

with loving wings all in white

to lighten their heavy burden

and help them pass to the light

we know our friend is now ready

to take her newly destined place

along with her Heavenly family

and to share her loving grace

we'll miss our courageous warrior

as she ascends on wings of a dove

for in time our hearts will heal

and we'll celebrate her with love

Awaiting the Angels

REFLECTIVE THOUGHTS

Reflective Thoughts

do you take time for reflection

of periods throughout your life

seeing where you have been

and how you dealt with strife

what about all the happy times

in memories from the past

do you recall feeling real joy

you hoped would always last

how far back could you go

from childhood or your teens

does it give you perspective

on how you focus your dreams

if you could - would you ever

change anything you didn't like

could you still make amends

or would you be told to take a hike

sometimes it's good to reflect

on what you've done before

it can show you your blessings

and it may even out the score

remembering a time of bliss

can put a smile on your face

and lighten your present load

and bring back loving grace

Reflective Thoughts

THROUGH THE TRIALS

Through the Trials

may the angels guide you

through the trials of disease

keeping you in their light

leaving your heart with peace

may love surround you

keeping you safe and whole

in times of such trouble

healing is the grand goal

you're surrounded with love

and the prayers may be grand

hold loved ones very close

by hugging and holding hands

may the prayers be answered

and the help still lie ahead

keep hope in your heart

and by the angels be lead

Through the Trials

Reflecting on this Year

while reflecting on this year

many events come to mind

both the good things and bad

but I'll continue to be kind

I've seen my faith truly grow

each moment each day of time

seeing His miracles myself

being aware is so sublime

my trials were overcome

while I was holding onto hope

and knowing right from wrong

helped me to be able to cope

for blessings I've been given

I will remain very grateful

my task is to help others

so I will never be hateful

my awareness of His messages

in my photos and His wise words

brings me such awe and joy

His messages need to be heard

I pray for those still suffering

for the path to become more clear

with health love and prosperity

a wish for healing this new year

Reflecting on this Year...

THE ASCENSION

The Ascension

she left us on a Monday

too frail to fight any more

but now she is all healed

with nothing left to be sore

she's said her last goodbyes

she'll ascend on her 40th day

to be with her family again

for nothing more we could pray

her youthful beauty returned

now with angels she'll be flying

she'll have her just reward

so there's no more crying

a vision in white we can see

surrounded by love and smiles

so happy to see her parents

and siblings who traveled miles

the reunion she has awaited

has put our sad hearts at ease

for she's beaming and smiling

with no suffering or disease

God reached for her hand

and she willingly accepted

to walk a new path with Him

now she'll never be rejected

her beauty and grace will

always be remembered here

she was loved by so many

who embraced her so dear

she left a permanent mark

deep in all of our hearts

her memories will remain

deep in our secret parts

we miss her so very much

but she's unchained and free

surrounded by her loved ones

we have to share in the glee

We love you, Mom and Grandma!

The Ascension

So Simple

a sweet smile

a loving look

the touch of a hand

the Good Book

a chance to work

a warm meal

a helping hand

truth revealed

a kind word

a memory made

a holiday wish

pain will fade

in hard times

lending a hand

helping out

feels so grand

making miracles

the season is here

fulfilling hopes

bringing cheer

simple ways

to improve a life

such tiny steps

remove the strife

So Simple

Missing Mom

as I waited in the drive

the tears just streamed

the sadness is so real

way more than I dreamed

staying too busy caring

for my aging ailing Dad

I've had no time to grieve

missing Mom I'm so sad

tomorrow I'll be saying

my official goodbye to her

she'll now be in Heaven

with all her family I'm sure

her forty days are all over

and to Heaven she'll ascend

I wish I could hold her again

but that dream had to end

I am so grateful I had her

as long as I actually did

I can still hear her laughing

and giggling like a kid

her spirit lives on forever

in her loved ones hearts

we'll cling to the memories

all the way from the start

tiny pink carnations I got

I will release and let go

at her favorite Harbor park

and at the Gulf where I know

we spent many happy hours

with my children and others

splashing and playing for fun

to the delight of my mother

unconventional is this sendoff

I hope she likes the gesture

with chili dogs and sundaes

it's tailor made for her pleasure

she was one wonderful mom

beauty radiating deep inside

I will honor her great spirit

with love and amazing pride

Missing Mom

A Fitting Farewell

what a glorious day it was

white puffy clouds and the sun

heading for Mom's final farewell

honoring her by having fun

first stop was at the Checker's

a shake chili cheese dog and fries

one of her favorite kinds of treats

and I left the clerk a surprise

a pink carnation with the story

honoring my mom with a treat

she smiled a great big smile

cause she thought it was so neat

then I was off to the next town

heading to Mom's favorite park

crossing the Harbor I saw clouds

a ways away but looking dark

there I met a lovely young lady

grass was green and sun shining

I shared Mom's story with her

and for her mom she was pining

so I gave her a pink carnation

blessed her and gave her a hug

then I sat and ate Mom's treat

listening to music watching bugs

I left a pink carnation at the table

and one over by Ponce's statue

the wind really started gusting

so I tossed one in the sea of blue

clouds started getting foreboding

so I crossed the Bridge once again

and headed through the downpour

toward one of our beaches to spend

the last part of my tribute to Mom

where we'd played for many hours

but in my rear mirror I was amazed

double rainbows through the showers

one of the biggest and brightest

rainbows like I'd never seen before

wow is all I kept muttering to myself

I had no idea that this was in store

when I finally got to our Beach

a block of clouds was over the sea

but sun was still shining behind it

and I was at the end of my journey

I placed a carnation on a table

and then I walked through the sand

to the shore and tossed out one more

my tribute ending was now at hand

but I'm sure Mom was quite pleased

that I celebrated and honored her

cause another rainbow appeared

and her grace was truly assured

A Fitting Farewell

A Mother's Love

like the perfect petals

unfold gently in a rose

such is a mother's love

holding ones she chose

safe and warm always

unconditional love too

for the fledglings learning

or trying something new

her love surrounds all

giving them the wings

to grow and become

so strong without strings

we learn about love

from the hugs Mom gives

her first sweet embraces

help teach us to live

do remember your mom

whether living or not

appreciate her gifts

and the love that you got

find a nice way to say

thanks for all you do

so just simply tell her

"life was blessed by you"

A Mother's Love

carol lee 5/3/2013

HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY, MOMS!

This Christmas...

my favorite time of year

especially because of who

is in my great big family

and the extended ones too

it's a time filled with love

and also genuine caring

not with material things

but with so much sharing

remembering a birth

oh so many years ago

filled with awe and joy

that makes hearts glow

especially this 2013 year

has challenged us at best

full of speed bumps and joy

and some enormous tests

gratefully most are all here

to celebrate once again

all of us survivors for sure

still caring and best friends

real Christmas cheer and joy

no matter what the weather

more important than gifts

is the time spent together

This Christmas

Fill Your Heart

fill up your hearts

with the magic around

embrace all the love

of the sights and sounds

when family gathers

to be thankful with love

remember our graces

and blessings from Above

forgive and forget the hurt

start out clean and fresh

bring out the kindness

let loving souls re-mesh

our bounties are blessed

at this time of great stress

focus on the good things

and leave out the mess

try to help out another

and bless someone new

for so many are hurting

not knowing what to do

keep things truly simple

all this Christmas week

fill your heart full of love

find the grace that you seek

Fill Your Heart

Time and Space

time and space

we must face

the true reality

and the frailty

of life living

and love giving

like great birds

with silent words

flying and soaring

calling and roaring

peaceful like a dove

sharing our love

facing a new day

kneeling to pray

faith in the truth

honoring youth

a limitless sky

not asking why

opening the door

asking for more

to overcome pain

go dance in the rain

He's all knowing

then we're all glowing

celebrate life

grab all the spice

keep love alive

it helps us to thrive

sing of His praise

in loving ways

Time and Space

Mourning Colors

mourning wears many shades

black gray white pink and blue

from darkest days full of pain

to hoping for dreams to come true

all grief stages must be endured

despair may linger a long while

as the dark clouds form and stew

they'll disperse with a loving smile

our loved ones are sorely missed

memories will help us a little

remembering times of the past

we still feel stuck in the middle

we question why life goes on

they are never far from thought

we must find our way to cope

to seek the peace we sought

let our friends and family

surround us with healing love

breathe just one breath at a time

and watch for God's peaceful dove

we must find ways to feel the joy

that our life still has in store

allow ourselves those moments

till we are together once more

Mourning Colors

some days the pain is very real

touching every nerve you feel

bringing all the anguish out

of your loss and nagging doubt

stop right there and deeply breathe

time's too short to hurt and seethe

let your heart be open to view

messages sent to help you through

your loving angel always near

gives you signs that are so clear

in your heart you know it's true

feel the love surrounding you

listen to sweet songs in the breeze

little signs that are meant to please

look to the sky for angel wings

sending love notes as they sing

be open to your angel's touch

like a tickle a breeze and such

a feather or a budding flower

even just a brief rain shower

try not to let the sadness mount

but instead make each day count

know they're well and happy there

release the pain they know you care

Release the Pain

In honor of loved ones we have lost

Release the Pain

Fenced In Or Free?

watching the wild stallions run

blazing raw spirit and freedom

totally running with the wind

are they going to or coming from

the horses know their purpose

their destiny is set in stone

they run the open meadows daily

and they are always free to roam

these scenes are God's creations

sparkling stars a sweet surprise

and the full moon glows above

cresting over the mountain's rise

the horses truly have their freedom

but are we allowed to run free

or do we keep ourselves fenced in

with an attitude of wait and see

when roped in the horses fight back

we have the power to do the same

their daring spirit helps them soar

as true freedom isn't for the tame

racing through brilliant river valleys

at peace as the golden sunset glows

maybe we should take a lesson

and follow what the mustangs know

Fenced In Or Free?

HIS DAILY RAINBOW

His Daily Rainbow

I saw something

that came into view

a tiny rainbow

that gave me a clue

not from any rain

appearing with sun

high up in the sky

for sharing His fun

it's not always seen

but it is right there

the magic happens

because He cares

rainbows appear

all around the sun

like an outer rim

often one by one

because of the sun

shining so bright

we don't always see

this special light

so look beyond

the circles of sun

for a tiny rainbow

as luck is begun

His Daily Rainbow

A LONE FEATHER

I found a lone feather

sent down from above

in a surprising place

from angels with love

maybe lost from a bird

or floating in space

a feather is a sign

a connection a trace

the magic of miracles

transcends having faith

believing in true love

is our saving grace

though tiny in size

its meaning is immense

signs from our angels

let go don't be tense

treasure the feather

focus on being whole

smile if remembering

to the depth of your soul

the warmth of the spirit

shines inside our heart

a tiny little gesture

gives us a fresh start

A Lone Feather

Gently Into The Night

after all of the stress

of each long day

the chaos withdraws

as night comes to play

a soft rhythm begins

as the gold sun sets

with pastel colors

leaving all regrets

just breathe in and out

time slows to stand still

recharge and recover

bringing peace at will

pale pink clouds stream

high in the night sky

sharing our sweet dreams

so slowly passing by

as our thoughts calm down

gently into the night

He guides us in prayer

for blessings in our sight

when our eyes close

be grateful for the peace

recharging our soul

giving us a new lease

Gently Into The Night

A Little Peek

after my walk I sat down

in my hammock to think

while looking up at the sky

I saw God gave me a wink

there was this tiny hole

amid the clouds up above

and a real rainbow appeared

showing His great love

there were swirls of clouds

but no rain was in sight

the sun was starting it's fall

but it was encircled with light

another example of His work

circles radiating from the sun

leaving me in such awe

His work was now done

A Little Peek...

carol lee 3/24/2010

Let Your Soul Roar

sun is surrounded

by the morning mist

from chilly winds and

leaves that twist

not a clear picture

but its beauty beams

high up in the air

in a world of dreams

it's a fresh start to

another great day

make it what you will

live life and play

when the sun shines

feel the warm rays

put smiles on faces

get rid of the grays

another chance to

fulfill your dreams

which way do you go

roses or moonbeams

feel from your heart

let your soul roar

be kind to a friend

see your love soar

Let Your Soul Roar

Nature's Church

being aware of your stress

can truly weigh you down

but you can make a change

just be driving around

a ride out in the country

when nature starts to wake

can remove all that strain

and give you a real break

tiny blossoms start to open

white blooms of apples pears

cherry pink and tulip trees

red buds as nature shares

peeking between green pines

dotted along the countryside

seeing them makes you smile

and gives enjoyment to your ride

the trees are now greening

and your spirit begins to loom

the dogwoods are popping out

and flowers are starting to bloom

it is spiritual and so awesome

to see real nature at its best

a religious experience

giving your soul peace and rest

Nature's Church

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A Little Fluff

just a little fluff

sometimes is enough

a wisp of a cloud

hanging high and proud

giving you a sign

that all will be fine

no matter where you are

hang your hope on a star

get past stress and strife

and get on with your life

be the best you can be

just believe and you'll see

the rainbows and roses

sweet smells for the noses

a faith that stays true

for you to get through

A Little Fluff

Morning Joy

On this glorious day, honor Him by loving you.

In this season of miracles, find your power--

and use it for good. Don't stand in the shadows

waiting. Allow the sun to shine in your heart.

Put on your attitude of gratitude.

Let your voice be heard--help someone who is

less fortunate than you. Find your peace in

the joy of reaching out. Make a difference with

one simple act of kindness. It can change the

world.

If you let your love and power shine, the true

blessings will come. This is the season of

miracles. Open your eyes and see the miracle

that you are and be amazed at the love that

surrounds you.

Have a very blessed day!

Morning Joy

Weeding

sometimes your life is filled with weeds

with energy you can make progress pulling them

other days it's all you can do to pick up a shovel

let alone dig weeds or do any of your planting

but only with the toil of pulling those weeds

and carefully digging and planting the seeds

do you get the rich rewards of a lovely garden

full of the richest blessings from His hands

worn out but hoping for the rich rewards coming

Weeding

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DEDICATION

Words of hope in this story and these poems were written to bring healing and special love for those who are facing the battle of their lives. No one asks to get cancer, but so many are chosen to walk this path of uncertainty and pain, to become a warrior, to fight, to learn, to live, to thrive…to survive. Cherish the special moments you have in life…give away a smile…you never know how it can change a person’s life.

May this story and these poems encourage you and bring you a ray of hope. While traveling down my own path with cancer, I received great Heavenly inspiration to write these words…to heal me and my heart and to help others find comfort and courage for their own battle. I am so grateful to be a survivor. If you enjoy this story and these poems, please pay it forward and share the website with someone else.

Blessings for a wonderful life, fill it with sunshine and love, hope, heart and healing.

Carol Lee

HopeHeartHealing.com

“Instead of carrying the weight of the world on your shoulders, listen to the One who carries the universe on His.”

CANCER: Comedy and Chaos

My Personal Cancer Story

By Carol Lee

Chapter 1

Most people will not refer to their cancer experience with the word comedy,

but I do. That is not saying it wasn't devastating, shocking, traumatic, scary

and filled with chaos. But, I'm different. DIFFERENT - meaning not being the

same. I've always taken great delight in being different...not normal...not

thinking life everyone else. I like thinking "out of the box"...being

independent...being my own person. My life may have started out normal,

as the eldest child in a middle class family with three children, but it has

taken dozens of twists and turns. Often, I refer to myself as the "poster

child of what can go wrong" in any circumstance. I have a lifetime to prove

that! So, I try to find the humor in such chaos. My cancer experience was

no exception.

A cancer diagnosis forever changes your life. Most people go through life believing they will never be afflicted. I was like everyone else. I had some serious health issues in the past, but I recovered and I thought I did what was needed to prevent having cancer. However, it is a silent evil killer and everyone is at risk...no one is safe or excluded... including me. I was seriously considering of going back to teaching tots--it's something I really love doing--but this health crisis with cancer changed all that. With this cancer diagnosis, my world stopped. I had to learn quickly what I was dealing with, because I never believed I'd have cancer. When I found out, I wanted it removed immediately. However, the process is determined by many factors and speed was not one of them.

My Granddaughter and Me - July 2011

I had so many emotions--running from scared to angry to laughing at my

situation and finally reaching a peaceful resolve about it. I learned to accept

my fate by doing what I needed to do and listening to my doctors, so that I

could get through it. This is the story of my journey with cancer, written to

show others cancer doesn't have to be a death sentence--there is hope.

While expressing my thoughts and concerns as I went through this whole

process, it helped me to find that acceptance, peace and resolve that I would

need to beat cancer. However, it wasn't a very smooth path... to say the least.

I truly hope my story will help someone else.